i didn’t know i had so many stuffs to clear!

Well, the day has come. I’m happy. Never felt happier.
No more crazy hours, no more being an all in one designer (art director, stylist, logistics personnel, product sourcing, etc etc etc)

But a part of me is feeling quite down. I don’t know why. I can’t explain it.
The obvious part is the friends I’m leaving behind. But of course there is always the phone and msn, and random coffee meet-ups.
Another thing that bothers me is that my mind has not registered fully that I’m a free man now.

Today i went for my very last press check at tuas. Came in, checked the covers. Made some comments, and voila. Dropped S and J at Jurong Point and went home to lug the 2 boxes. After dinner with the missus, i was making a self reminder to self, saying “i gotta go for another press check tomorrow for the inside editorials…”

Then it struck me.
Wtf was i thinking.

Maybe i need closure. Yesterday’s “ok its a wrap!” by J wasn’t enough i guess. I felt lost. So lost, that i missed a turn. I feel…empty. *SIGH*

*blogged on 27th September 2008*